Update

My personal motto: Go big or go home.

Several hours since my last post and while I have slowed down (I've eaten supper, desert, more desert, and ice cream), I still want more, despite my swelling stomach (I'm still trying to decide if it is me who wants more, or him who wants me to eat more. My mind is so confused right now). I am afraid that once everyone goes to bed, it will be on again. UGH. This is exhausting. And my head hurts, possibly from all the sugar I've consumed today. Someone help me. I hate this. Saddest girl online :(